It's Me Again

I haven't written in awhile because i've been in such a funk that i couldn't write. Everytime i tried i would type maybe 2 words & couldn't think of a thing to say.

It's Been Awhile

Wow again i've kinda been out of touch here. It hasn't been my intention, but real life does get in the way sometimes, i'm just keepin it real y'all. So like i was in the hospital for 2 weeks because i had an exacerbation due to the MS. It's just a flare-up basically. My legs gave out on me so my Neuro Dr put me in the hospital for like 2 weeks. I was in there from Feb 6th-19th. So thats the major reason why i haven't posted anything. I went thru some really rigious physical therapy & i gotta say that it helped. I got my legs back.

Another day living with MS

holy smokes i can't believe its been 2 weeks since i posted. alot has been going on but i'm just too tired to write tonight. i came here once again trying to spice up my page, only to be frustrated once again. thats when i say "fuck it" and turn this dayum thing off & go inside and watch TV. so i guess i'll be back in a couple or a few days and try to figure this site out. i look at other people's and i'm blown away by how kewl they look. i get disgusted and say.....laterzzzzzzz

Multiple Sclerosis hitting me pretty hard!!!

i'm still feeling kinda crappy. wish i could get out of this depression, ya know. it's not like anyone is reading this blog so i can pretty much say whatever the fuck i want.

my legs are starting to weaken more than they ever have before. sometimes when i get up after sitting for about 2 hours, they kinda wanna buckle up and i have to lean really hard on my walker so i don't fall. it's really scaring me because if Chuck isn't here what the hell would i do? i keep saying i'm gonna keep the walk around with me but i always forget it. DUH! i need help on pointers on how to remember the phone. LOL

my hands are also getting worse. they tingle really bad and are getting spasms more than i ever had, same with my feet. and they hurt SOOO bad. then when i take my meds like it says to take them i walk around like a fuckin zombie or sit in my chair like one. usually my head crashes down on the keyboard and i look really kewl with the imprints on my face. i used to think it was funny, but it's NOT! i'm just a fuckin mess and don't know what to do about it.

i see my Neuro Dr. next tuesday, on the 20th and have a whole page of questions written down for his ass. i need some answers to ALOT of questions. i gotta get up and try to walk around the house alittle bit. i'm starting to get alot of spasms and their one right after the other. dammit!

i'm kinda feeling crappy today. if you don't know me i have Multiple Sclerosis, was diagnosed alittle over 7 years ago & this is the worse i've ever been. it sucks to be me. no shit!!!

i'm trying to figure this blog thing out & i guess i'm learning alittle but i'm so dayum inpatient. i feel so dayum alone here but i guess i'll get over that too. have a great day, as if someone is reading this.